Proof Positive

PG mentioned

The title really should say it all! I woke up this morning and POAS and whalla~ two lines!!!!! AAAAAAAaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!! I couldn't believe that it was real. I had to go facilitate a training class this morning when all I really wanted to do was spend the morning POASing. The line this morning was so faint, but definitely there. Its not like I needed to squint to see it, but it was faint. I started to get nervous that maybe it was a false positive. It's been so long since we have been trying that I can't believe after 1 IUI we get a positive result.

I am more scared now than I was before I took the test. Please let this one be real (previous pg was a blighted ovum). Please let it be viable and become the baby I have been dreaming about for so long.

After I got home from my training class I decided that I needed some more proof that I was in fact becoming a human oven, and ran off to T@rget. I picked up a digital test since the one I used this morning was just lines. I came home and relaxed for 20 minutes thinking, "Need to pee, need to pee, need to pee" FINALLY! I was ready to go and that beautiful PREGNANT appeared within 45 seconds. No waiting 3 minutes for me!!!! I can't believe it again. I cried this time when that wonderful word stared silently back at me.

I have called the doc and waiting for a call back to schedule my beta test. DH is very excited too, although he does not show his emotions quite like I do. Now I will need to find a way to not tell anyone for weeks!!! Not sure how I am going to be able to do that!