Patience is a Virtue

Tomorrow is it. Tomorrow morning I will not hit the snooze button on my alarm clock. I will not lay there and think 5 more minutes. I will not groggily get out of bed and make my way to the bathroom. Tomorrow I will be popping my eyes wide open and nervously run to the bathroom for the first HPT attempt. I will pee on that stick and sit there and wait minutes that will seem like an hour. I will have courage and be brave as I look at that all important window where the second line is going to be (God willing!)!

There is a part of me that is so scared its negative. At least I know that since we did IUI, things happened at the right time and swimmers were where they needed to be at the right moment. All I can do is hope that one made it in and is nestling in for a nice long time. We've done all we can to make this work.

If it's negative I may wait another day since tomorrow is only 12dpiui. I will post again at some point tomorrow to let you all know the outcome.